Been on the computer all day and I am proud of my work but my shoulders hurt now and I can't wait to be finished. Hopefully you all will enjoy the streamlining and updates I have done on the site. It's been a doosy!!! :)

Lots of things going on as of late. Been doing a lot of auditioning and I am a series regular on KRCA's "El Show de Lagrimitas y Costel." Yesterday I did my first Walla session which I came to learn is a group voice-over. It was for the film "Rest Stop 2." I ended up giving the voice to a blonde that will be featured in the extra scenes on the DVD. Pretty racy stuff, but it was fun and I took it as a challenge. Kind of embarrassing at first to become this character in front of everyone in the group but hey, I'm an actress and the show must go on! :)

I'm excited because this Saturday I am going to be going to Jackson, Wyoming for the first time... I'm being flown out there to Go-Go and I also hired the other dancer that will be performing. I'm totally going to be taking pictures and stuff. I'll be in the snow! Yay!! :D

I am also excited to have a meeting this Thursday for Host representation. Keep your fingers crossed friends! I also read last Friday for an agency I am hoping will represent me for Commercial work. Let's see what happens... I will not stop! After all, everything I have achieved up to this point has been without a professional team. I am imagining once I have the help I need......wow!

Well, like I said my shoulders are hurting so I'm going to get off my diary page now. Thank you so much for visiting. You are appreciated. If you would like to communicate with me, please visit me on myspace or check my contact page for other methods. Have a blessed and productive day!

<3,

Tee

7:59pm 11/ 19/07

Thanksgiving is coming and I love the holidays!! Thanksgiving though, has just recently become one of my top 3 favorites and here is why, it's the one day out of the whole year that for whatever reason, I am able to relax. Cooking, eating, watching TV, playing games, it's wonderful! I also love to hear what others are thankful for. My Grandma would have us say it out loud and I loved that because as grateful a person as I am, even I find that my list of things to be thankful for most certainly outweighs my list of needs.

This year thus far has been tremendous. I am truly growing as a person and as an artist. It has been a wonderful journey and even during my lows, I have gotten such a value out of life lately that it is amazing!

 I have been expanding my career by changing my focus a bit and really concentrating on my vision. I am building my team now and taking things to higher levels. I recently got signed with RED talent & literary agency. November 7th was the day. Man, what a high!! In addition to that, I have also really immersed myself into TV and film projects, all while continuing to model and dance. Life is good.

Don't get me wrong, I am not perfect, things get hard sometimes. In my last diary entry I talked about a friend/business associate (Mike Hellyar of Games and Creations.) Someone I though to be a business associate and friend of mine taking advantage of me on a business trip.It was an ordeal that totally rocked me and then a few weeks after that, my belongings had gotten stolen from me at a gig while I was performing! Both of those incidences were not only hurtful and stressful, they lasted a while because of police reports and going back and forth, it takes a toll. Things happen. What can you do?

Well, I choose to rise above it, learn from it, be stronger. If you read my diaries, you will see that a lot of it is positive. That's not a coincidence. I just do not believe in breeding drama. What you pay attention to grows.

I'm growing good.

<3,

t

5:25pm 9/26 /07

trying to stay alive throughout this afternoon. just jamming through business here on the internet, of course now, writing in my diary. i'm excited because soon this section will be video, yay! there are so many more interactive things coming to my site. just ideas i have had swimming in my head... ;)

i have been a little tired... went on a "business trip" that turned out to be the hardest, heaviest, most degrading experiences ever. a 2 year supposed friend and business contact was lost because a line was crossed that should have never been broken, i don't need to go into details, just know i am disgusted. on the other hand, i am a little relieved. with this terrible experience has come some clarity that i needed and so i rejoice because i refuse to be defeated. i can be slowed because i am human but i will not be stopped.

on another note, there is so much business to do, new episodes of SBBS The First Go-Go Reality Show EVER! in addition to some awesome photos from my Model assignment in the Bahamas! Along with scheduled live performances and TV appearances. So just know that things are good, lots of new cool stuff is coming.

luv, luv,

t

11:31 9/20/07

Doing web updates now...figured it'd be a perfect time to write been totally sprung on technology lately and getting all my stuff together.. so much going on, been traveling a lot which has been cool but interesting too because it puts things in a haze sometimes...

Anyway, things have been exciting and I am looking forward to more of the same :) I'm about to jet off to Vegas in a day and I still have yet to pack. :o

Ah, a day in the life..

I just got back from a trip to the Bahamas Sunday that I will never forget. The most amazing of experiences. My first passport stamp, fashion show, and all around a glorious experience with a wonderful girl and fellow Model / Dancer by the name of Crystal Ellis. Elle Navarro was there too in addition to other Models from Miami I had met for the first time..

I feel energized, happy, focused, excited. I am so pleased with family and friends.  There is a lot to do professionally and the thought of that excites me.

Tony J, my best friend and partner is starting his new business ventures and I am so excited for him. In addition to what we accomplish as Dynamite Jive, he also works closely with me on Sweat, Boots, and Booty Shorts. The First Go-Go Reality Show EVER! He is immensely talented and I am so proud of him. Please check him out if you need any Music or TV Production work done. He is also a whiz at Sound Remixing, Editing, and Camera work. www.tonyjworld.com

See what I mean? There's so much good going on. :) Thank you for reading my diary and visiting. I will write again soon.

1 love,

t

2:44 AM 8/1/07

UP AND RUNNING... MIND IS AFLOAT WITH IDEAS, TOMORROW A SERIES OF BUSINESS MEETINGS IN LAS VEGAS. FLIGHT LEAVES LAX AT 9:40.

TONIGHT'S SHOW WAS FANTASTIC. AS USUAL, DMK EVENTS ARE A GREAT TIME. 

OOPS!

caps lock. :) sorry, wasn't shouting...

Anyway, things are happening, I am grateful, excited, and inspired. Today's commercial shoot was also awesome.

Thank you Lord!

Talk to you soon,

;) t

4:02 PM 7/17/07

MOTIVATED LIKE A MOTHER.......

T

night owl. 7/10/07 1:16 am

Jill Scott on the iphone, on the Dell, Macbook right beside me. In my office, upstais loft. Family's asleep. It seems the whole world is. Wanna reach out, wanna take care of business, here I am, doing both. So many times I am in this position. I'm not an insomniac, not on crazy drugs, just up. Ideas swirling in my head, all the determination, energy, and drive I need to get things done. Hmmm......if only businesses were open.....

At this hour, things are so peaceful. All this talk and I'm actually getting tired.  :) Good. Lot's to do tomorrow. Leave for 3 days in Vegas for Modeling and Dancing gigs. It's going to be great. :)

Good night,
t

OK, SO THINGS ARE REALLY POPPIN' OFF NOW... just so you know, i did surprise Tony with mad verses and we have been pulling out all the stops to get this album out to you. i mean, really working around the clock, and it's exhilarating. i feel so alive. the music is finally happening again!! the release date has been released, the songs are being mastered, we're in and out of the studio around the clock all the while the marketing and promotions of it is getting planned. I am so excited!!! HOORAY!

i also have some other wonderful things that are happening. modeling assignments and appearances, go-go gigs, tv and film stuff. i feel so blessed, and happy, and proud, and grateful. i just feel grateful. you know, i have a very clear vision of where i am going and what i am up to and yet i still well up or get chills every time a new threshold is crossed. it's crazy!! i just feel it so much. i really do appreciate everything. thank you all so much. thanks for your interest and for every person out there that is supportive, it really touches my heart. as for every person that has assisted me in some way, i won't forget you. 

with love,
t
4-10-07

so today is a studio day... i am excited and a little nervous it has been a roller coaster balancing the music and everything else i have going on. i am looking forward to just being in all day and surprising Tony J with some mad verses.

we'll see what happens..

t
3/21/07

finally!! some changes to my site, they have been long coming.....i apologize for the long wait. thanks to those of you who keep coming back. you know there is always something new, but, now, you can really see what I have been and am up to.

there is a huge announcement that I would like to make. I am no longer a 14Kt Diva. I feel i need to say this because many people know us as being associated. there are no hard feelings, the split is amicable.

in addition to that or truthfully in other news, i have been doing a lot of Modeling as of late. you can also see me on television in various projects from Commercials to Dancing. 

I continue to Go-Go but have diverted much of that energy to time in the Recording Studio and I am currently part of numerous projects. Dynamite Jive is finalizing a new album with a tour planned for Spring and Summer. there is also Great-One-Eight Anthem, and a few projects with the Conspiracy Lab All Stars. In addition to that there is a lot going on for The First Go-Go Reality Show EVER! Sweat, Boots, and Booty Shorts. 

So, take a look around, keep coming back, and we will have a great time! There will be many more updates, much more news, and continuous interactive links and places for you to visit coming up.

Love always,

t 
2/27/07

there is so much i want to say. first off, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

yes, it is now 2007 and i am so excited for all this year is going to bring. i had a fabulous 2006 but i am certain that this year will also bring wonderful experiences, opportunities, and people. it has already started off swimmingly as i had my first booking and it was a commercial! :)

life is good and i am planning so much more. there will be many changes to my website and there will be tons of new content for you to enjoy. there are also new projects to talk about so here we go!!

in february, i am going to be featured on a website with an awesome pictorial so stay tuned for that. there will also be a new episode coming up of my show Sweat, Boots, and Booty Shorts, The First Go-Go Reality Show EVER!! There is also a calendar for 2007 that I am a part of so stay tuned to find out how you can get a copy and Dynamite jive will definitely be spending more time in the studio!!

Seriously, I feel renewed and reenergized. Stick around kids, we are going on an adventure!

Thank you for reading my diary and thank you for visitng my site. Until the next time!

t
1/3/07 

ahhh, i'ts beginning to look a lot like christmas and i am so happy about it. yesterday and today i am going to be doing christmas shopping and i have donned my santa cap and festive bell...with the red pumas of course! gotta bring some hip hop into it. :)

on sunday, we decorated out house and it turned out great!! i love this time of year. i feel so happy, so full of love, so wanting to give. so, in addition to gifts i am buying for loved ones, i am going to be donating to the salvation army. 

i just wanted to stop in and share my plans and feeling on the coming holiday. the air is crisp and it's cold outside although i know some of our eastern seaboard friends would disagree, hey, it's cold to us californians!!! 

i hope that all of you find yourself in the spirit.

happy holidays!!

<3, 
t
12/19/06

unfortunately this time, I am not in a necessarily positive mood. because this is my diary, i will share with you how i am feeling although i must admit it's kind of hard because what i have to express is coming from a very vulnerable place...

since i have started working on my entertainment career full time i have been blessed with jobs and recognition. i am in a place now where i am called on sometimes to book people and staff various high profile events or dancers at nightclubs. it is sad to see how thankless this can be at times. people are out for themselves in this business and gratitude can be very scarce. i am not sure what i am looking for exactly. i just know it when i feel it and i don't feel it enough.... i know of girls who get work frequently, i don't get calls from them even though i have employed them a number of times. then there are those who you employ and try to take advantage. they try to get to know your contacts or get away with things that are not allowed on the job. man. i just found out a few days ago that three girls i have worked with and hired before on various occasions were talking about me to a club owner accusing me of not hiring them for a particular event. they were complaining to him and quite frankly i find that sad, inappropriate, and unfortunate. why can't people be realistic?? two of those girls have NEVER gotten me work. the other one books a club regularly and does not call me. what do they expect? i do not hire the same people for everything and to assume i would is unrealistic. and hey, am i getting jobs from you?? seriously. there are these other girls that made some celebrity contacts and ended up booking some high profile jobs out of a gig i booked them on. do you think i have been invited to participate or have been told about it? nope.

it hurts to know this is how it is. i don't talk about people behind their back, try to steal their jobs or contacts, complain about these people to their superiors or dancer friends. even writing this now is hard and i am not using names!! i feel bad admitting that this is reality and that i am feeling this way or having these things happen to me. this is stupid. 

i wish people in general but especially girls would just learn to help each other out. shit, help themselves out. we all have insecure moments but hold tight. let's back each other up for once and if you feel so compelled to say something then why not address the person you are concerned about!

i guess right now i could take my advice. somehow i don't think i am going to get a straight answer. maybe that's what's stopping them too. but why then would they not just hook up the people that hook them up, help out the people that help them out? i don't know. just a thought.

well, that's it. i'm done with this. it's all good, no worries. i will make something good come out of this. after all, that's what i do. :) thanks for reading my diary. see you again soon.

t
12/12/06

so last night was a total blast!! i danced for DJ Vice's Bday Party at Avalon and I was able to see some fellow go-go's that I hadn't seen in a while, there were 11 of us total. it was so cool to be chillin' with these girls, taking pictures and laughing. dancing our asses off. cameras were going off and the crowd was really cool. it was a really fun time. i also got to see some friends in the crowd which was totally dope. really good times. i am so glad i did it. 

yesterday was also a really great day because i booked an out of town gig and will be flying out to Frisco to dance next month. i am really happy about that. i love to travel and i really love San Francisco! i had been wanting to go back there for a while and now it's on!! not to mention i am getting paid to roll out! sweet.

things on the dance front are on point and i feel so grateful and proud of that. i have worked hard and invested a lot of time and money on this aspect of my career and so it means something to me to be noticed and recommended as well as in the company of these movers and shakers in this aspect of the industry. it is cool to know these people and driving home yesterday i realized i am still left with thoughts of respect and admiration for these beautiful all star dancers i encounter. it may sound really cheesy but i appreciate them and their accomplishments and what they bring to the table. i also still get excited and happy to be recognized for my talent or beauty by people in the crowd, other dancers, photogs, or people that do the booking.

i know you may be wondering, where is she going with this?? and i guess i'm not really going anywhere. as much as this diary is for all of you it is also for me and the feeling i had last night was one i want to treasure. as much as i will strive to continue reaching different levels of success, there is also something so divine about stopping to smell the roses and so here i am taking a minute to breathe it all in......

<3 always,
t

man!! i am flying off this weekend i just had... i just had to get on and share.... 

first off, on friday, i was so happy to be not only dancing but hiring the dancers that were needed for the Knott's Berry Farm End of Summer Party thrown by KIIS FM! it was wonderful night and i had so much fun with my girls, a total of 5 other dancers.. 6  including myself. everyone that night on both KIIS FM's and Knott's Berry Farm's side was really gracious and i appreciated working with such great people.

once saturday rolled around, tony j and myself collectively known as Dynamite Jive, performed at BB Kings with Pyrotec and the West Coast Reggaeton Crew of which i am also a part. it was so dope to be on stage again in that way, performing my music. The crowd was really awesome and we got mad love. Tony and i even signed some shirts at the end of the show. After that we hung out with some friends and family at Citywalk and enjoyed some dinner and drinks. then later i went and danced at Avalon for the first time and i had a blast! 

with that alone i was already complete but it wasn't over because come sunday after dinner at my favorite sushi spot, tony j and i went to see A Tribe Called Quest! mad inspiration and mad love.. the show was incredible and i had such a good time! man, i am thankful, seriously, this was a weekend to remember. 

now here i am just getting some work done and about to go and get some lunch. i am so happy, life is good. until the next time,

t
9/11/06

alright so even though summer isn't officially over, Labor Day weekend has passed, kids are back in school, and the summer excitement is winding down...

so it is in that spirit that i want to go over some of the highlights of my summer. it sure has been a good one! 

i landed 3 commercials, was blessed to be a part of two different go-go reality shows one of which is Sweat, Boots, and Booty Shorts and is currently available as a podcast. The other is currently a pilot and may very well be on a network soon! 

i met some cool celebs like Ja Rule, Wilmer Valderrama, Brooke Burke, and Richard Blade. 

i went to San Diego, Las Vegas, and even spent a little time in Mexico!

i made a lot of cool new friends and rekindled relationships with some old ones ;)

i had people over, laid out by the pool, went swimming, shopped, had great fun at Disneyland and Magic Mountain, and experienced an awesome birthday.

this summer has been a mixture of things, first times, inspiring moments, revelations, fun, and love. career wise, this summer has been so fulfilling. thank you GOD for each moment. and thank you friends for being a part of it. 

what's next you ask? well i can't reveal everything ;) but i can say it'll be good.

so here's to long days and hot nights, to sexy clothes and the warm caress of the sun on your skin, to the excitement of vacation and the rewards of this beautiful season. here's to summer.

with love,
t
9/6/06 

wow.

just like that i have been catapulted into something beautiful. i feel so alive. i am happy.

all this time, well actually for the past two years, i have been working full time on my entertainment career. it has been a real rollercoaster. there have been many thrills and ups and downs. in this time i have met many wonderful people and i have been tested. 

some times it was a test of easy money versus my image and what i am all about as a person. 

most times the test has been holding on to myself, my identity. my truth.

i consider myself to be a real person and those who know me usually say that is a quality i have but even i have been rocked a little. there are certain industries that i am involved in that really focus on the look rather than the talent. i know i bring both to the table and some people would argue that all the industries i am involved in prefer the former rather than the latter. all i have to say is this....

tonight i opened a door into my future. the future i have been writing for some time but now instead of thought, it is in action. i am on the path to my success and i feel so free.

i am proud of who i am what i am and what i have to offer. i am thankful for it and grateful to be reunited with the power in that. i had lost it for a minute but now it's mine again. 

so i tell you now, all of you, whether wanting to book me or just someone that is interested in me for whatever reason. what you see in me is not always what you get because i have a whole arsenal you are unaware of. a whole variety of experiences and roles that you couldn't even imagine. so when you see me just know, i am a person and people all rolled into one. i am a whole variety of things and there are many things i am representing. 

what teemaree will you experience? i can't say. but just know, that there is plenty more where that came from.

see you soon,

teemaree 
4-11-06

Yesterday and the day before I was lucky enough to be on set shooting for G4 TV's Videogame Vixens show... I was their Go-Go Dancer and it was so much fun! I met so many cool people like Hal Sparks, DJ Melo-D, and Seanbaby....I also want to give a shout out to Emily a GREAT makeup artist on staff over there at G4. Right now I'm beat because I need to catch up on some rest but I'm still pumped because of the long weekend and the fact it is the perfect time to do it!

Well...that's it for me right now...talk to you guys soon!
t
5-27-05

today is going to be more good times... i'm spinning at a private event and after that, i will be go-go dancing at shelter. you know it's gonna be a good night! :) right now i'm just chillin', spending time on the computer, about to spin some records and prep for tonight's gigs i look forward to seeing all of you experiencing the nightlife at some point or another. 

Monday, do not forget!

I am spinning at "SUNSET SESSIONS" 

located at Corona's Cantina on Sunset Blvd, Hollywood. Across the street from Miyagi's. 

come and listen to Hip Hop, Reggae, Neo Soul

 and enjoy an Open Mic that starts around 11:00 

hosted by the lovely MC Shay-Shay 

kiss, kiss,
T
5-14-05

man, i am on a HIGH right now.....last night i spun at Sunset Sessions which will be my regular Monday night gig.... i had such a blast and the people were so friendly and cool. For anyone who would like to come down next Monday night, be sure to check us out on Sunset Blvd in West Hollywood at Corona's Cantina. I say us because there is a whole lot of love in the spot with an Open Mic session hosted by beautiful MC Shay Shay so bring your jokes, songs, and spoken word. There is also a full bar, patio, pool table, and hot joints bein' spun by me!! :) :) so come down and make it hot with us on Monday nights. 

other than that, i am stoked because a segment i filmed last week will be airing today and there is also an infomercial that i was in that i have the air dates for. yeah!!! i love to have new stuff poppin' off for you guys and for my site so i feel like a champion right now!

well, i am about to get on the one's and two's in a little bit. just wanted to stop in and let you know that there is a lot goin' on so please come on back and check in on me because i will definitely have new pics, clips, and other good stuff for you to enjoy.

thanx SO much for reading my dairy, visiting my site, and comin' back. you are comin' back right??  :) :)
Teemaree
5-10-05

I am also so happy to be in creative mode for the music. i do not like to divulge too much before it is time but, Dynamite Jive is in full swing....believe it. There is plenty of new, fun stuff for you to check out it's just all in process. 

i sincerely want to thank everyone who is supportive of me and the things that i do. there are a couple of people i would really like to call out right now because i do pay attention and I know who has got my back. TonyJ, DJ Miran G, DJ Jose B, Gigi, Chanell, I SEE YOU!! Thank you so much for being down with my cause, allowing me to be a part of your cause, promoting me, and getting my back. Love you! Oh, and I love all of my MySpace friends. Thank you for visiting me, sending me nice comments, and just caring about what i do. Thanks y'all...

Keep it movin'
Teemaree
5-2-05

this week has been cool i went to a fitting for the fashion show on the 4th of may that's in the news / calendar page.....and it was neat. my first fashion show fitting and i was not as prepared as i could have been drat! but oh well, you live, you learn. now i know what's up and i'll do better the next time. other than that, just wheelin' and dealin'. lots of deals in the works so keep comin' back ya heard!

:)
teemaree
4-27-05

tomorrow i have a photo shoot and tuesday i'll be shooting pics again. of course, you will get to see the finished products so keep an eye out for me! :) :) i just want to say thank you to all of the people out there that are so supportive of me and cool. i hope you take a look around because there is a lot of new content... enjoy it!

all my love,
teemaree
4-17-05

see you soon....

Teemaree
4-15-05

hi everyone...how's life??

things here are ok, i had a nerdy day just adjusting to the time change. i didn't reprogram all of my clocks so that led to confusion and made me miss some of the things i wanted to do today. i also woke up feeling like the start of a cold is coming on boo! but, with some TLC, hopefully i can nip this in the bud. otherwise things were pretty productive. 

i had a fabulous weekend!! friday, i did a taping for a short segment i was a part of that aired live on G4's "Attack of The Show". then i hung out for a party before heading out to go-go dance at opium. i had a really fun time and was pleased to find out that Fox was taping and the owner of the club wanted me and my partner for the night to be a part of it. cool surprise! i will definitely do my best to find out when they plan on airing that piece.  i'll let you guys know when i find out!!! on saturday, i bought and watched the incredibles with my family, love that movie....and once night fell, i went to shelter where i go-go danced for the club and a private birthday party, fun!! it was a great time with friends. sunday, i spent some time hanging out at the mall spending some of my hard earned cash and waiting for my honey's car to get new tires put on. all in all, it was great! after a nice sushi dinner it was off to home base where i read magazines and watched some of my favorite shows.

i hope that all of you had a good weekend. the weather is nice out and hopefully all of you are taking time in between your busy schedules to smell the roses. thanks for checking in! i'll talk to you soon

love,
t
4-4-05

hello what a beautiful day it is!! i feel so good and so inspired. which is really good because tonight tony j and i will be in the studio recording a feature on another artist's joint. today has been a great day. business has been going well. this month is going to be busy and i am happy about that. there will be lots of go-go gigs coming up and there will be many additions to my site as well. please check the news calendar page for all of the events that are scheduled. 

today i went for a jog/run and it was great. i am finally getting back to my regular more active self. i started off with taking walks and now i have advanced to running. it makes me feel so good when i get exercise although i must admit is quite a struggle to get out there in the first place. 

i guess that's it for now. i thank you for coming to my website and reading my diary. have a great day. talk to you soon!

teemaree
3-30-05

this week has been pretty fun and interesting. on tuesday i met up with a friend of mine named dani. she is a model and rock star. she actually is the lead singer of a band. we met up at miyagis and had a great time until i tried to catch up with her and down 3 glasses of wine back to back! NOT a good idea. needless to say that caused me to miss an event that was being held elsewhere but, what was i going to do? let's just say i was out of commission for the night. i also got my car back from the auto body shop. for those of you who may not know i had gotten into a car accident so i was driving a rental while my car got fixed. it was SO nice to get it back. i had missed my car . :(  thursday night i was at prey and it was so cool to see paul oakenfold roll up. there are many celebrities that come through but he just rolled in the front door so i was like cool! i usually work the register on thursday's at prey so it was cool. i've also been spending more me time taking walks, tanning ( mystic baby...gotta be safe!), doing stuff that i want to do for myself not just have to do. it has made me feel more at peace. either way, it has been a great week and i am so happy.

well, i better go now, my stomach is growling so i'm going to eat. have a great weekend! thanks for reading my diary.

Teemaree
3-19-05

this morning has been great. i woke up when i wanted to, had a great breakfast and great conversation with my hubby and daughter. life is good and i have to admit that i have been  misguided by hollywood a bit because i have not wanted to say much about my family life. i am not ashamed but i do feel that at times there are misconceptions and i didn't want to be held back in any way by people's perceptions of me. 

now though, i realize that by living in that i am only perpetuating that as MY truth and it isn't. I am proud to say that i am a mother and a wife. do not get it twisted. there is so much about me that people don't know so don't mistake me as just a pretty face. i've been through some shit and some really wonderful times and it's about time i give credit and worth to the whole me. so expect to hear more if you keep coming back. thanks for reading my diary...have a good weekend!

teemaree
3-12-05 

this week has been pretty fun and interesting. on tuesday i met up with a friend of mine named dani. she is a model and rock star. she actually is the lead singer of a band. we met up at miyagis and had a great time until i tried to catch up with her and down 3 glasses of wine back to back! NOT a good idea. needless to say that caused me to miss an event that was being held elsewhere but, what was i going to do? let's just say i was out of commission for the night. i also got my car back from the auto body shop. for those of you who may not know i had gotten into a car accident so i was driving a rental while my car got fixed. it was SO nice to get it back. i had missed my car . :(  thursday night i was at prey and it was so cool to see paul oakenfold roll up. there are many celebrities that come through but he just rolled in the front door so i was like cool! i usually work the register on thursday's at prey so it was cool. i've also been spending more me time taking walks, tanning ( mystic baby...gotta be safe!), doing stuff that i want to do for myself not just have to do. it has made me feel more at peace. either way, it has been a great week and i am so happy.

well, i better go now, my stomach is growling so i'm going to eat. have a great weekend! thanks for reading my diary.

Teemaree
3-19-05

this morning has been great. i woke up when i wanted to, had a great breakfast and great conversation with my hubby and daughter. life is good and i have to admit that i have been  misguided by hollywood a bit because i have not wanted to say much about my family life. i am not ashamed but i do feel that at times there are misconceptions and i didn't want to be held back in any way by people's perceptions of me. 

now though, i realize that by living in that i am only perpetuating that as MY truth and it isn't. I am proud to say that i am a mother and a wife. do not get it twisted. there is so much about me that people don't know so don't mistake me as just a pretty face. i've been through some shit and some really wonderful times and it's about time i give credit and worth to the whole me. so expect to hear more if you keep coming back. thanks for reading my diary...have a good weekend!

teemaree
3-12-05

i will be adding more soon in terms of more pictures and a new clip! So please keep on coming back. 

things this week have been cool. lots of opportunities brewin' and i am definitely looking forward to that. this saturday, i will be dancing at shelter. so that will definitely be a good time. other than that, i'm just hanging out. working, living, you know...the usual stuff. 

well babies...that's it for today. i'll see you again soon. bye!

teemaree
3-2-05